What is 'GIRL'??

as my own opinion, i don't really understand whats the girls are thinking about, thus i don't ever dare to give out anything and hope to have a love relation as a reward...therefore, that's the reason why i have been single in this 18 years... i really hope i can get 1, even though it is short,not very romantic, i still can accept, but i really failed to get anyone.... in this years, only 2, yes, there are only 2 girls i really fall in love... but i very scare, shy, too protective to myself, and so i don't really try to get them also...however, these two, i really love, so i just can only pray hard for them to have a better life than myself... last time, i thought all the girls will prefer a boyfriend who is loyal and care to themselves but now i understand, girls also very afraid, they wish to have not only loyalty and care from the boyfriend as well as in term of cash and so they will be able to find the sense of belonging... hence i know that I'm not qualify to have a girlfriend because i don't even try to understand what is sacrifice... in a relationship, no matter who are you, the sacrifice will also involved in the relationship to keep it fresh, maintain it rather than rotten... lastly, i think i should find out more girls' thought and idea... i will give myself 10 years time, at that time of 28, i think i will be able to get my 1st girlfriend...^.^