Mathematic...

today, is my mathematic final exam... for me, what is math?? more or less there have relation with, addition, subtraction, multiplication, division, factorisation, simultaneous equation, right angle, congruent, similar, tangent, sine or cosine... but i think today i was totally killed by it... 1st of all. when i looked on my paper, the 1st queation, it was okay and quite comfortable for me, but until 6 or 7, they were getting harder and harder and lastly, i totally blank of idea to finish the paper....however, i think, or better i say i hope i stil i can survive... At least Band 3 for me is enough also...

What is 'GIRL'??

as my own opinion, i don't really understand whats the girls are thinking about, thus i don't ever dare to give out anything and hope to have a love relation as a reward...therefore, that's the reason why i have been single in this 18 years... i really hope i can get 1, even though it is short,not very romantic, i still can accept, but i really failed to get anyone.... in this years, only 2, yes, there are only 2 girls i really fall in love... but i very scare, shy, too protective to myself, and so i don't really try to get them also...however, these two, i really love, so i just can only pray hard for them to have a better life than myself... last time, i thought all the girls will prefer a boyfriend who is loyal and care to themselves but now i understand, girls also very afraid, they wish to have not only loyalty and care from the boyfriend as well as in term of cash and so they will be able to find the sense of belonging... hence i know that I'm not qualify to have a girlfriend because i don't even try to understand what is sacrifice... in a relationship, no matter who are you, the sacrifice will also involved in the relationship to keep it fresh, maintain it rather than rotten... lastly, i think i should find out more girls' thought and idea... i will give myself 10 years time, at that time of 28, i think i will be able to get my 1st girlfriend...^.^

My 1st time

So far, 18 years ago, this is my 1st time blogging... well, actually i dont really have any idea what to write about, but i think i should write more about myself... who am i?? jz a normal 1 in street, but with a big dream... whats the dream??? let it be secret, but i wil have faith to accomplish that... time flied, with the speed of light, i dont even able to catch a single moment as they escape fast from the gaps between my finger... i cant imagine, it was already the month of 10, and the course i took, was already on the way of final external exam...it just really fast...however, whats more i can ask for?? i just hope i can have an idea for next year where am i going to?? my mom asked," do you wish to continue ur study in Australia??", but i think i know myself quite well as my result wont be able to achieve the minimum requirement and i know my mom have worked very hard to support me mentally as well as financially... but i know my mom's finalcial status...therefore, i wish to apply to study in USM, for biotechnology in M'sia instead of Aus...lastly, i know i jave worked hard for my exam and so hope that i will be able to study in USM to reduce the workloads of my mom.... My future and My dream... i can feel that, are allianced together...